The Places You Have Come To Fear The Most

can’t

believe i’ve fucked things up so much with my family. i had no idea i’d hurt them so much. my mum told me yesterday that although she loves me she doesn’t like me, the person i am or the decisions i’ve made. my 17 year old sister also told me she had to have counselling just before christmas because she didn’t want to come home because of me. she also said she tells people she doesn’t have a sister, my brother feels the same. my whole family think i’m an alcoholic and my mum thinks i take and supply people with drugs. what the fuck?